Haha JJ, it's funny that you mentioned that you've read all of them- JUST before logging on I randomly started wondering whether or not anyone else is actually following this thread. Thank you for answering my question
Courtney, your wedding dress was absolutely stunning! And I second what JJ said, you look beautiful and happy in all of the pictures, regardless of weight.
I think 21.3 pounds by your birthday is completely doable...that's still less than 2 pounds a week, which you can definitely do if you stay on plan. I'm super excited for us!! I would kill to wear a cute Halloween costume and not look like a giant blob in it.
My big motivator for the time being is actually pretty far off--I'm setting my sights on the week of Thanksgiving. I leave for school next week and then I pretty much won't see my family (or anyone from my hometown, really) until I come home for fall break, which is the 3rd week of November. My town hosts a bigggg football game every Thanksgiving, and EVERYONE shows up (that's what I get for living in the middle of nowhere, haha). I want to show up at the game and give people something to talk about. There are 17 weeks between now and then, which means I can healthily lose 34 pounds. I *need* to stay on plan between now and then!
This is the longest I've ever stuck with it too...and I totally hear you on feeling guilty when you read the other person's posts, haha! If I read that you're doing really well with your videos, I feel compelled to go out there and do my best, too. It's nice to have someone to share the victories with when we both do well

I think eventually I'll tell my family and friends, but as dumb as it sounds, I want to lose more weight first. I feel like I always TELL them I'm losing weight, then fall off the wagon-- and then I feel like I've let them down. This time, I'm not going to say anything until I've proven to myself that I'm in it for the long haul.
Oh, and I checked the brand of gummies- they're Vitafusion Multi-Vites. SO GOOD. I secretly look forward to eating them every day, hahaha.