Hi everyone! I am back and much more calm. I had some supper and organized for school so that helped a little.
stormy- Thanks for the push. I am just going to get up tomorrow and get back on the horse. What other choice do I have? I can't stay this weight so I must try, try again. Today I was horrible though- fast food for breakfast, fattening food for lunch, and mexican for supper. It is almost as if I am trying to sabotage myself. Sigh!
Thanks fot the tip on using my crock pot. Got any good recipes? I am also going to take your suggestion and try to cook for the week on Sunday afternoons. I use to do that and it helped with stress through the week. I didn't have an excuse to forget eating well and hit fast food- all my food was there and easier than eating out. Thanks for reminding me of that!
Red- You are sounding much better and I am happy to see that. The publisher sounds like a great option and you seem enthused and happy about it. Good for you! I am so happy things are beginning to work out.
As for me- school stresses me out because the pages I have to read aren't just casual reading. I will probably read them at least three times before class and that takes a lot of time. I have tried splitting up the reading with peers but I am really funny about how people do a summary and in the past have run into problems trying to do it that way. I guess the main thing that has me freaked out is the amount of reading and the fact that I still have a life I have to run. I normally have no problem with time management-I am very anal retentive and keep a date book that schedules my life. The problem is I don't have enough time physically to do all of this work so it means less sleep and less down time for me. I hate when I am this stretched for time. I also have the added pressure of having to find a job and I am sure everyone knows that writing letters and applying takes a lot of time too. Anyway- I will quit moaning about it. I have to do it so there is nothing I can do about it. I need to grin and bear it. It will be OK- I know and maybe by next week I can calm down a little.

Thanks for listening- it helps to vent.
jacque- sorry I didn't post to you last time. I didn't mean to leave you out- I just ran out of time. Great job today not caving at Fazoli's. Honestly I would have caved- don't think I can even go in there! I love italian food too much! I am truly impressed you didn't get the pasta.
Also great job with the workouts and your enthuasim is uplifiting. It helps to read upbeat and cheerful posts. Thanks!
little grasshopper- Thanks for the encouragement! You worked 2 part time jobs?? Man- I can barely manage the one job I have.
Don't beat yourself up over a few rice cookies. At least they weren't fudge brownies or something else equally evil! You are doing so well following a very restricted program so stay out of the freezer!
Well I think I responded to everyone who posted since my last post. You guys are great with the chatter. I just can't let a lot of time go between checking for posts or I get way behind!
How about food today?? How did everyone do so far this week? If you get a chance give us a quick recap and let us know how you are doing. Let's hear some bragging out there- you are all doing so well!
Tomorrow is - " What have I been doing to move my bootie" day so give us an idea of how your exercise program is going. What is your program tailored to do to your body? are you going for muscles or a more lean look?
Question for tomorrow- How did you pick your sign in name? Do you have any other interesting nick names? Confess ladies-let's hear them.
To everyone- Thanks for all the encouragement and support. It has been a blessing to know that I can post on here and there is always someone ready to lend an ear (or eye in this case). I can't tell you how lucky I feel to have met all of you and become a small part of your lives. Just wanted to let you know.
I will hopefully be on later-