Where to start. It was a white knuckle drive in to work this morning. My boss and one of the other guys came over to the house and pulled that wheel sunday, nothing obvious wrong, though there was evidence of overheating. So we decided to chance it and have me drive the hour in to work... I made it, thank goodness. The wheel started to smoke again about 15 minutes from work, so I pulled into our auto service place and my boss came to pick me up. I think it's probably an intermittently sticking caliper, because by the time I hit the service place, it had stopped smoking. I just hope they can fix it today. At least I didn't have to pay for towing!!

Just when I think my body has gotten a little predictable... This morning I weighed in at another pound down. I'm at 182.5. Ok, that's great but... I'm supposed to start my period on Wednesday. How can I be LOSING during this typical time of gain? *confusion* To add to that, by the time I got to work, my period had actually started. (Massive relief that it waited till I was near a bathroom). It isn't supposed to start till Wednesday. I figure my scale is actually sentient, and tomorrow I'll weigh in at 186 and as I leave the bathroom I'll hear maniacal cackling. It likes to play with my head. *twitch*
Today would be a good day for a valium.
I took my big dog out for a walk yesterday around the neighborhood. I live in a very hilly subdivision, so if you walk around the loop, you get your incline/decline work in, that's for sure. Funny thing is I walked with my son, and he was having trouble keeping up, but I felt like I was walking very slowly. But when I got back to the house, my right hip was killing me. That's THE hip, the sciatica hip, the "baby makes mommy go boom" hip. I haven't had any trouble with it for years, then all of the sudden.. ow. So I limped around pretty much all night. This morning no workout, because I had to leave really early because I wanted to avoid as much traffic as possible and allow for any situation with the truck. I think I'm going to start walking outside more now that the weather is better. I think I need to work that hip a little more - but I just need to do it gently. Oddly enough, taekwondo was amazing in reducing the pain.. all the stretching and kicking really helped that joint so much. So I think I may incorporate taebo again into my workouts to help stretch out those ligaments and tendons and muscles. Food has been very OP, water could have been better, but wasn't a total loss. I have three and a half weeks to lose 1.5 pounds for my reality goal, and 6.5 pounds for my stealth goal.
It's kind of fun to see where I'll end up. Gotta love long months!Happy - Oh geez. Ok. I could really use that $100.
Should I start sending chocolate vibes your way??
As a matter of fact, the weekend was almost enjoyable. I'd gotten so used to running around like the proverbial headless chicken that it was kind of nice to have an excuse to do some stuff around the house, and get some shopping done. Richard let me use his car to do the groceries, and I took the kids with me to the mall just to get them out of the house for a little while. Thank you so much for your warm fuzzy comments about my mom skills. I still deal with the guilt over leaving their dad, and the guilt about finding out that I shouldn't have left them with the wicked witch of the west for a stepmother. I know, I didn't know, but still... sometimes I tend to let the guilt override common sense and let them get away with too much crap. I'm working on it though!! How is everyone else? How went the weekend? Food OP? Water? Exercise? Any more losses? We must KNOW!!


Did I say that?
geez, bad enough the truck problems but then the money issues and all the aches and pains. Makes you want to sit and have a good cry before and after you hide your head under the couch cushions! Sometimes I think life is just one big manic depressive rollercoaster. I hope things are better tomorrow and that you were able to sneak a nap in, even if just a quickie. Wouldn't riding on the horse and the bumping up and down aggrivate the sciatica? I know it would be the last thing in the world I'd want with cramps, especially the gut twisting, bend me over MY UTERUS!!!!!
) and a cup of homemade minnestrone. For dinner we had broiled orange roughy (it had a thin layer of breadcrumbs and parmesan cheese on top), sugar snap peas (oops there's that sugar thing again) and a tossed spinach salad with cranberries, walnut bits, mandarin oranges and light raspberry vinagrette dressing. All low fat but not low carb. Oh yeah and on your recommendation Raven - a Slim a Bear ice cream for dessert. (Good suggestion!) This low carb thing is HARD. If nothing else, I have at least greatly reduced the carbs, so that's a step in the right direction. I can't seem to get enough water down lately though. I have a bottle at my desk and I drink all day long but it seems like fairies must come and fill it up when I leave my chair because the water level doesn't seem to go down even though I remember drinking it.
Ok I took my water with me to work and I toasted you a few times in the day. I did actually really think about the water intake yesterday as I thought about us toasting each other with our water.
Can you just imagine if someone was to walk in on me?
with your weigh in today. I have seen the gazelle on the shopping channel. I hope you enjoy using it because then you are more likely to stick with it.
to everyone. This is the first time in a couple weeks that our computer would actually open all the smiles. I can see there are some really cute ones.
and find out what surprise requests I have received overnight that will otherwise mess up my carefully laid work plans for the day
I'll bet if someone found you doing your Pilates at work, they'd probably ask if they could join in! Or maybe they'd just start ugly rumors - "hey, did you hear her moaning and grunting in that room? - Whatever is going on" 
for you on your weigh in today!! I do have a car... and I was using the company truck when all this happened. My car needs a mess of work to get it going, and now I need to get the truck repaired. My boss wasn't really supposed to be letting me use it, so he would be hard pressed to explain why it has SO many more miles on it and all that. We need to get this one fixed under the radar. If the guys here at the shop do the work, I can afford to buy the parts, so that's probably how we're going to do it. I talked to my boss, and I don't have to cover the rear drums or the water pump, because that's stuff that could have gone at any time - the problem is that I've put a lot of miles on that truck in the last 6 months or so. My boss feels justified in letting me use the truck till I get my own car fixed because corporate screwed me around on the raise I had been promised in September. If I'd gotten that raise, I would have been able to fix my own car instead of slowly sliding farther and farther into debt. So... we'll see what happens. Was that WAY too much information?
why but I have to get over that even if it just means being hungry and sad.