& I did Not binge @ the drive-thru window & get comfort food (fries-milk shake) I got a bowl of chili @ Wendy's instead; after I rear-ended a car with my Honda & neither of us have bumper damage, not a scratch, I Luv the plastic bumper on my 2010 CRV
In the past I would have stress eaten, but now I am trying to reach my goal by Valentine's Day 2012. 1/2 pd @ a time 1 day @ a time during this holiday season.We can each meet our goals next year



I see a inspiring person weekly @ my TOPS club. She lost 79# in 2 yrs w/o surgery, or drugs. She did it she says w/o exercising, just walking 2 miles daily & counting only calories, 1200/1400 daily & avoided eating all things white (sugar, potatos, flour, etc). She wears a size small now, a size 6-8. But I feel like a lazy, stupid person in her presence because of what she overcame & pds she lost. Where the h*ll did my will-power go 
I am struggling to get back to 141#, & it took me almost a year to reach 150# from 174# because I yo-yo from careless eating

I'm sooo sorry for venting today, But if that 54 yr old girl can lose 79# in 2 yr, we can reach our goals too


2012 look-out
we're here to reach our Goalsps: (there r Honda car factories in the US employing US workers, I am Not a traitor as my ex-hubby calls me for buying my Honda; he works for GM)
Merry Christmas

Dee

day here but mild. I'm hoping it'll at least slow down to a drizzle for my walk. I hate carrying an umbrella. Yesterday was good, although work nearly killed me. More deadlines and some truly horrible writing to edit. I was a wreck from sitting, physically, and from work, mentally. But I found when I stopped and set out for my walk, it translated into stress to be burned off and then I felt better.
I'm thinking that getting some of this flesh off the old hips might make me look slimmer too, whattya think? 




or if u write a comic strip like Cathy has I'll buy it.
I am sooo happy that u came back, u were missed & your daily food log is inspiring to read
sometimes I copy it down & tell our TOPS some of your 'healthy' meals
Congrat's on getting into the 190's.

The restaurant we went to last night has gourmet-type pizzas (not much cheese) and have gluten-free crust available, so I was weighing the possibility but decided to go for higher-veg, lower carb & calorie options. And it was really delish.
do not waste your $ on them.
2 huge fatty-food buffets & plush dessert bar always has about 10 different cheesecakes & flaming desserts/bananas Foster, etc. I'll be eating like a vegan w the few salads offered. A huge tax-write-off for his company but it's costly buying a party dress yrly when our combined $ is barely $50,000. This year I'm wearing tall-high-heel boots & sexy sweater dress so I can wear that more often. Men have it so easy, shower & put on a suit outfit & their ready. I'll b dancing off my calories, the band is the Squid
I'll drink lots of water all night to fight a hang-over & calories.
the New Year's Day hang-over brunch & a few football parties 

we celebrate Everything w food. I always take veggie-healthy foods & chicken/venison/buffalo for meat dishes to them. 