Hey hold your head up and another poster was right, use all this alone time to better yourself (I'm going to get a little tough love here, but remember it's all love) take the energy you're putting into feeling out and down and channel it into jogging, or walking or learning to crochet and go to school! Trust me, when you start making changes for yourself, then the friends, social life and boyfriend will follow. But you can't do all of those things until you work on you. Trust me, in highschool I was the quintessential fat girl loner but when I learned (in college) that being fat didn't make me a pariah, I got out there and I'm just now deciding to lose weight. Sure, I feel like knocking some poundage off will make me a little hotter and a little more awesome, but I already am hot and awesome, this is just icing on the cake. Keep smiling and remember: we're all just works in progress.
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