This is me now:
and this is me at my goal weight last year...
I went on depakote and it made me gain it all back but I'm off now and starting dieting and excersizing and plan to get back there. I know It's still what most would consider fat, but I am comfortable at that weight, maybe 10 lbs thinner because I'd like to be 'overweight' as opposed to 'obese'...but that is all, I like my curves and feel comfortable around 180-190
I'm putting this here as motivation to get back down there... wish me luck!