Okay so before i jump in to what this post is about I have to share a bit of history. I decided to start losing my leftover "baby weight" from my two pregnancies. Along this journey a friend of mine (her husband works with my hubby) decided she wanted to join my endeavor. I WAS SO PUMPED! The whole point of this was to feel sexy again, since we are only 20-something. We felt like after children we felt unattractive,unsexy, and not as comfortable with our hubbys. So i agreed- how perfect. So, we were being silly one day and decided each5 pounds we lose we will do something that makes us feel "sexy" again. first 5- Take Belly Dance Lessons

(which was funny/ a blast), Next 5-audition at an "exotic dance club"..

Does this sound crazy to you? IT DID TO ME!!!! When I was 18 I worked at Hooters for a very SHORT amount of time, becuase I was so uncomfortable. But she was gung-ho about it, so, I did it! I went in, put in application... and.. um they called me for an interview! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I am by no means "skinny" or well built- I def have curves- pretty ones though I think. But still...an INTERVIEW?! hahahahah Well- I WENT! yes.. i did.. i did it! So i was asked to take clothes off(down to bra, thong) and i did, and i was completely- comfortable... Im amazed and proud. Dont get me wrong i have NO intentions of taking this job (my husband would decapitate me) but, I think i needed this to be shown that "hey... u are sexy to others besides ur husband).. Needless to say, they wanted to hire me, i declined and went about my normal "soccer mom routined" day. But i felt so attractive... hahahah, am i crazy? Who else wants to feel sexy? I think as women we all have it in us. I was just/// so proud... i probably sound crazy im sure...