I'm here!!!
Been busy.... been a bit off track. I need to stop this behavior NOW.... it's the same story every time. I'm beginning to do a bit of self sabatoge. I went shopping in the city yesterday. I didn't have Lee with me and was hungry. I was getting some
KFC to take home for dinner and since it was a kfc/A&W combo place I had a cheesburger and ff and root beer for lunch. I (accidentaly HONEST) ordered a #1 instead of a #5 so wound up with a huge Double cheesburger. I ate the whole burger. I do give myself credit for throwing out most of the fries before I could eat them all up tho. I had a small binge on Monday too... some Fritos, 2 cookies and some ritz crackers with cream cheese and my yummmmmy homemade habanero jelly on them. Again, in hindsight I should not have done it, but I also realize it was a handful of Fritos- not the whole bag, 2 cookies-not the entire package and I'm sure toooo many crackers but still not pig-worthy. I know i'm somewhat rationalizing these events and need to move past them. Today it was 1/2 huge order of FF, and an entire 550 cal Toblerone Bar. WHY do I do this? I'm feeling good about myself and then I just undo everything...... anyways, no dinner tonight. Heh I fessed up to Lee rather than force myself to eat more food that I'm not even hungry for!! Other news..........
I go to Anaheim to the Natural Food Expo on the 13-16 of March. I'm going with the 3 owners of the store and one girl from their other store. I know we'll be eating out. I'm going to really watch my choices. yup yup yup!!!!
Petra~
hope your day tomorrow is better!!!!!! Good job staying on track!!!!! WooooHOOOOOO