Glad to hear you're feeling better,
CandEs. Usually when I'm sick I want NOTHING in my stomach, but then I have a touchy stomach, anyway. I'd say your hunger means your body is really fighting whatever's gotten into it right now!
Carol and
Blue, I know just what you mean. The more time I spend here and the more time I spend reading and thinking about IE, the less I can tolerate the other forums. I worry that this might be a bit elitist of me, but then I figure if it works for me, I'm not hurting anyone, so...I mean, it's not like I'm posting elsewhere and ranting about how they're all wrong and misinformed and doomed to failure! (I, uh, seem to only do that here...

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But then...I dunno. I've been spending a lot of time reading "fat acceptance" blogs lately, and they seem to be just as off-the-mark, really. For example, I was reading one this morning and the blogger was worried that she was "letting down the movement" by eating a frozen veggie medley that was labelled "weight smart" or something like that. She talked about how she tried to eat around it, but she kept coming back to really wanting that frozen medley. Then she talked about the guilt she felt for eating something that was "marketted for weight loss" and how she had vowed to not do any eating with the goal of weight loss ever again...

I found myself wanting to seriously write a scathing response ("Woman! It's just food! FOOD! If that's what you want, eat it! Who <ugly word here> CARES what label some random company has slapped on it?? Don't you see that by only eating food that is NOT labelled for weight loss you're doing the exact same thing as someone who only eats foods that ARE labelled for weight loss???") but it was an old post, so I left it. Besides, that wouldn't have exactly been constructive...or polite.
Lately I have been in a serious "foods that make me feel good" mood, and I've been eating a lot of fruits and veggies and "food that grows that way". Which means avoiding processed carbs like breads and cakes and such. The difference is, though, that I regularly tell myself that I can have them if I want them, "but think about how that will make you feel first." I've been naturally veering away. Everything is still on my list, but I'm getting better at accepting that my body just doesn't feel good when I eat certain things. When I go to the grocery store I still
visit the cakes ("hi guys!"), but I'm becoming more and more steady in my conviction that
my body doesn't feel good when I eat them. Never let it be said that I'm a quick learner--this is taking so much effort!
Speaking of grocery stores, I went to the store and spent $78.78 (weird) on mostly fresh stuff. The only things I bought that weren't completely unpackaged were 2 12-packs of Fresca and a box of Anna's ginger thins (Swedish cookies, with one preservative but otherwise all recognizable ingredients). I'm so excited! Turkey with salad? Fresh pineapple? How about an apple with some peanut butter (my breakfast this morning)? Tonight for dinner I'm planning turkey meatloaf, a freshly sliced tomato with salt & pepper, and mashed sweet potatoes. Now if only I'd get hungry!!
This is getting long again. My goodness, I just don't know when to stop typing!
