
seriously. that's been my problem all along... for years & years & years, since I was a kid, it's like I have no "turn it off" button when it comes to food. both good & healthy food, and junk food as well.
ugh... 2nd portions
ugh... extra huge helpings
ugh... a whole bag instead of an actual "serving"
ugh... eat two, then go back for two more, & two more, & two more...UGH
learning to do "the simple thing" of
eat when I'm hungry
and stop when I'm full
~that has been my goal
it is STILL my goal
I am still working on it
probably will be forever
but it's worth it
to be healthy, and not so dadgum fat.


I might be FAMISHED (again, totally physiological) and then I have one small snack. That would normally hold me over, but if I'm tired and bored... no way.
but it's still not something I like. It's not the same as when I enjoy myself on special occasions - it's a desperate "screw it, I give up" mentality because I'm just too tired to resist.