Hi all, I need some advice from thos eof you on meds.
I am so incredibly unhappy right now and my brain feels foggy. I hate my job and i am lonely and sad and pretty damn depressed. But I feel so tired in the head all the time and feel like i am walking around in a weird "head fog" that I cant see me being able to change my job or do anything positive to make me feel better right now. I force myself to go to the gym (although this is very sporadic) and all I want to do is sit infront of tv and eat sugar (which most of the time I can resist but lately its been harder and harder). To make things worse (for me) i have gained back 5kg which I am struggling to lose. I dont want to go on meds as I worry they will make me gain weight but everything is such a struggle that I think if it helps, then surely its worth it. But my self confidence, self of sense and usually happiness is so linked to my weight that even a half kilo gain makes me sad.
HOw do you find taking meds? Do you see it affecting your weight? Does it clear your head and put the bounce back in your steps. Does it give you energy?
Any information you can give me is much appreciated.
xo



