Deb, glad your AC is fixed and have fun painting houses! Ha! I’ll check for the Carbolite...where do you get it in your area?
Marie, thanks for the comment on Frangi’s situation. I have to look up the pulse information (does anybody else know?) I have tried to take my pulse while running with little success. My friend has a heart rate monitor but it’s quite expensive. I usually go by my breathing...if I can do little else but concentrate on my next breath, but yet don’t feel like I’m absolutely going to die, then I’m doing well. You don’t want to push yourself too far, but you should be breathing heavily. Will get back to you with more info.
Ashley, Pete is just a DREAM. I’m so jealous!
Anna, thanks to you also for your insights on Frangi. And for looking up the healthy weight range. I’m glad your daughter is HEALTHY and not just thin. If she is a size 0 –1 and weighs 110 at 5’3”, 105 at 5’7” is just plain frightening!!! That would be a natural, healthy weight for a very small percentage of women. Obviously, this subject really struck a nerve with me, maybe because I haven’t managed to completely shake the paranoia that “all men feel that way.” It makes me angry that I “have” to conform to their standards in order to be considered worthwhile, which sometimes makes me want to go in the opposite direction. I’ve really had to sit down and think sometimes: who am I doing this for? Them? or ME? And as long as I’m changing my life for ME, I’m going to be successful.
What you said about celebrities. That reminds me. I love the way the magazines praise porky rebels like Jennifer Lopez, but you will rarely see a grossly obese woman on TV. However, for men it’s okay. Like that black guy on the Today show who talks to all those people outside, I don’t know his name. But he’s at least as wide as he is tall! We have a local anchor, Robert Kekaula, who is even huger.
Well, there is Roseanne.

I picked up her autobiography at the used book sale because I thought she might have something worthwhile to say, but it was pure trash on the first few pages and I threw it down in disgust.
But I digress.
Nancy, welcome, friend of Lara! Well I have only been here for a month or so and I spend more time with this group of chicks than with my female friends “IRL.” (In real life, meant ironically.) We look forward to seeing you progress along with the rest of us!
Okay, this has been a really tough week. After flying off my bike I didn't "feel like" working out for three days. Pissed because I always push the envelope no matter what the circumstances....no excuses and all that. I've been eating more than usual but all foods that are on my plan. I was majorly looking forward to relaxing this weekend but no such luck!
In addition, I had a business trip planned that I was REALLY looking forward to. It was a conference in Williamsburg, VA at a resort/spa, then a week in DC with my ah, boyfriend or whatever. Everything was totally planned already. He had put in for vacation and the plane tickets were booked (the host company was paying for them). I had even arranged to visit his sister in LA. Well, at the last minute, the cheesy weiners who were throwing this shindig informs us BY FAX that they are canceling the whole thing due to "compliance issues!!!!" This is major! But amazingly, I took it quite well. Of course, I'm pissed, but before, if something like this happened, I would be in tears and totally unable to cope. Now I'm like, whatever.
The boyfriend was gratifyingly bummed out when he called me and I told him the news, then he offered to pay for half of my plane ticket if I would come anyway!!! Now that, is MAJOR. I really never thought he would go that far. After all the ticket will be well over $800. So I may go in July to attend our mutual good friend's graduation.
So we are almost through the storm I think.
Tonight's dinner was pretty good. I finally made hummus! Gee that took me long enough. I found the recipe on the “food” board by doing a search. The final missing ingredient was the chopped garlic, which I had to go to Costco for a big jar of. I had a hard time doing it in the blender--had to coax it with a plastic spoon for five or ten minutes--and the canned chickpeas had a slightly...canned (surprise!) flavor, maybe because they've been sitting on my shelf for so long. Might be worth it to soak some dried chickpeas. But overall it was VERY good. Had a bit on Triscuits with sun-dried tomatoes for an "appetizer" and a Boca burger on ww bread with cheese and picante sauce (which I've started to use instead of ketchup on burgers and eggs) very filling and yummy. Really wanted something sweet so I made up some weak lemonade with Splenda.
Then this morning, trying to figure out how to have my cream of wheat I accidentally bought at the health food store, I thought of mixing in a spoonful of almond butter and a handful of wheat bran. I don’t know how “kosher” that was but it tasted AWESOME with a small spoonful of “spreadable fruit.”
Gotta go to work. Really dragging my feet because I was looking forward to vegging this weekend. Well, I’m not complaining about the extra $250 a month I’m making for doing bookkeeping so better truck it on over there.
Love,
Chris
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