So, here is what I'm lookinig for...
I need a weight loss buddy. I cannot do this alone. I need someone(s) who is(are) struggling or have struggled with PCOS.
Where I am:
I'm 1/2 a minute from giving up. I felt bad about myself tonight so I ate a bowl of ice cream and two mini pizzas (now I feel worse, hurray!)
What I'm going to do:
Tomorrow my husband and I are going to purge this house, if it isn't good for us it goes [bye-bye] AND I'm going back to the gym tomorrow. I have a great gym and I pay good money for my membership. I'm going to use it.
What I know:
I am a success when I remove all simply carbohydrates from my system, when I stay on my insulin meds and when I remember that the final outcome is not a number on the scale or in the waistband of my pants but in the way I feel after running up a flight of stairs or when I play with my dogs. I know that we won't have a healthy pregnancy until I'm healthy enough to get pregnant.
What I can offer:
I'm addicted to the internet, so I'm always here for you. I believe that we can do this, for the first time in a long time I believe in myself. I DO deserve this and so do you. I'm a really social person, I want to have someone with me to encourage and to share the journey with.
There, I put myself out there.