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11-20-2008 02:13 PM |
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Originally Posted by dla
(Post 2462892)
Denise...you are so close to the 100s...I will probably cry tears of joy when you get there since I am living vicariously through you!
I went to WI today and was down 2.5 pounds since Monday. That makes 4.0 pounds for the week. I can't complain about that! I set a goal of signing the 50 pound board by the day before my 39th birthday which is December 2. On my home "forever" scale I am at 48 pounds lost and at the center I am at 45. I'm going to do it...even with Thanksgiving in there.
I have been wanting to ask, but not sure of the question. Have any of you noticed that you are more "alive" and have more emotion since starting your weight loss? I know that I have been kind of numb as a fat person. Emotions are not something I had before. Just curious is this was the case with anyone else.
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Oh gosh, I wish I could give you a big hug! :hug: Our stories are very similar, and I appreciate your (and everyone on the forums) support and love.
Congrats on the loss girl!! That's great! You are totally going to hit 50lbs lost by the 2nd! Keep the priority in focus there, and Thanksgiving will be a breeze!
I think for me, I feel more in touch with my feelings for sure. And as I've lost weight, I've been in different emotional "stages"... that's the only way I can explain it. For example, I remember feeling really angry that I could let myself get to the weight I was. Then I remember feeling really introspective on my childhood, and sad for the little girl who was so self concious. I went through a period of time where I questioned my parents about everything that went on and somewhat tried to find accountibility... like who caused this? Basically, I went through a ton of emotions at different weights, until I just got to "content".... Happy. Grateful to have been given the path I am on, and able to accept the struggles as lessons that have made me so much more compassionate that I would have been without them. I think this process is a lot of emotional work, and you're right.... we shut down and become numb. I think it's our minds way of dealing sometimes. I have always been an emotional person, but the way I remember it (a little over a year ago), I just was extremely depressed. The difference is then, I had that one emotion and now, I have a sea of them to choose from!
Ok, enough rambling... sorry. I don't even know if that was an answer to your question but it's what came to mind when I read your post.
:hug:
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