Im here...been lurking and keeping a very low profile
Im fighting the fat lady that lives in my head, and she's winning. I never ever thought I could gain so much weight in such a short amount of time. 20 lbs...yes 20 lbs in less than 2 weeks! You know it wouldnt be so bad if I could loose that in the same amount of time.
My pcos is wreaking havoc on my system, which Im attributing to my fast weight gain. Im having the same sugar cravings I had right after I gave birth to my daughter. These arent sugar cravings like we fight every day....these are serious feed me sugar because my body is demanding it. So, Im back up to 220lbs and just sick about it. Had a good cry with hubby this afternoon.....he means well, he suggested I switch my goals from "loosing" to maintaining. You know, thats what Ive been doing for the last yr and a half while I was trying to loose.
Is 39 too young to have hot flashes?? I was up til 4 this morning sweating out either a hot flash, or all the crap I ate last night!! Well, anyway, I think its time to go see my Dr about all this.
Im thinking again about Atkins, because that and Protein Power are the only 2 that really work for me. Besides, when I fall off it, I dont gain 20lbs, usually no more than 8!!! Thats reason enough to get back to it.
Im sorry I havent been around much, but I just get so tired of fighting the fat lady and all the other head games we play with ourselves.....On the bright side....it got up to 22 C here today!! Absolutely wonderful!!!
Ok ladies, I need to whip myself back into shape, because I dont want to be a 220lb bride come July (or august)
Robin
