Think you may have misread what I was saying. My husband loves me and wants me every second of the day. The lack of sex had nothing to do with him and he knew that. It has to do with the way I fell about myself. He never once thought about looking outside our marriage for sex. OUR marriage is more than sex its a whole lot more. I have the most wonderful incredible supportive husband. He's my friend, my soulmate, lover, and the best dad a kid could ask for. There is more to me feeling depressed besides my weight. To much to post on any web site. But you know what today I woke up and felt really good and I haven't done that in a while. Hey and I lost a pound

It may not be nothing but a 1 pound but its a start. And if anyone really wants to know we made love are you ready 2 times yesterday

Maybe that is why I am in such a good mood.

Any way just thought I needed to clear that up a bit. Have a great day.