New and STUCK
Hello everyone. I am very excited to get some support on this journey. I also give great support and am very happy to help anyone else I can. This is not an easy journey but a very important worth while one!
I started at 265 almost 6 months ago and was very sick, depressed, and had so many health issues. Many health issues are going away and I feel better. I actually will let people take my picture now. 9 Not that I am happy with what I see, I just feel more overweight normal now)
I have to admit this has been a lonely road. For the 1st time I am feeling the loneliness. I just had my birthday and had my first real big binge and weight gain in 6 months. It's scary for me because it's been always at this weight that I start gaining again. It's been this way for many many years, so right now is a turning point for me in my life and i know I can not do it the way I have done it in the past.
So, I am here. Looking to contribute and really save my own life, to have a life.
It seems like "my weight" has owned and controlled my life. Looking forward to actually enjoying life other that weight loss stuff someday!
So here, goes. Like I'm sure everyone else here, I'm ready to go on a "healthy" journey to finding me again!
Open to all notes, ideas, support systems etc.
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