FRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK..... im so mad at my DH... we dress up.. go out to this rediculously over-priced restraunt..eat dinner and drive home..get into bed... and then the stupid arguing begins over who's going to do what to who in bed (sorry if this is too much info)... SERIOUSLY!!! who argues about that stuff!!! Its not freaking fair! He is the guy who has no issues getting it up... i on the other hand..you know..need help in the bedroom love life department and yet he is expecting me to do all the work!!! and im just like FRIG SAKES!! Why are you being so freaking lazy in bed these days, expecting me to just turn you on and then you do nothing for me!!! when im the one with the lower sex drive!!! I mean..dont get me wrong!! Normally are sex life is great and there arent any issues but he has gone from being my sweet DH to the jerky ex-boyfriend i once dated who i dumped because he was being super selfish all the time!! He's gone from selfless DH to typical male..mostly..(im sorry wayward..my apologies for man bashing, i dont mean it against all males..just a few screwed up ones i dated)

Point is! Im freaking mad!!! at his selfishness!!!!! i think it should be a two way thing in bed..not a 1 person thing..and i think he should be the helper since he has no issues getting turned on!

And why am i ranting and raving about my sex life over a weight loss forum to people i have never met before?????

Oh yah! thats right! im raving and ranting online because its the only place i can come and express my feelings and deal with them before i start eating my feelings...its my way of working on it! So sorry to be so graphic or rated R.. i just needed to let it out!! cause i dont want to de-rail myself and start binging out of anger and frustration and dissapointment!

Anywho..im sorry..im mad..and im screaming..but its not against any of you..ive never been good at expressing my feelings before and all of the sudden its like.im just starting to..and ive never really ranted and raved in such a way that i have actually yelled inwardly and expressed it outwardly online in such a way that it matched my insides..but man! it feels better to do that then eat! at least im not sabotaging myself..i just hope you can all look at me as if im sane by morning!

Love you all..hope you are all doing good tonight and staying on track!
will check in tommorow!

Hugs!

Thanks I will do that. I'm sure my husband won't mind giving me his salad since its "rabit food" :)

Glad today was a great day :)

WOW Port, been there done that and got rid of it after 19 years of it....haha...sorry you have to go through that but definitely been there. Hopefully you got some sleep and have a better day :)

Good New Port,
Later in Life, the roles reverse, In my 40's he couldn't keep up with me. lol

Good morning everyone just checking in to see how everyone is doing.
Diet is doing good, alot of temptations but gotta keep telling myself I wanna be skinny I that 2 minutes of satisfaction I get from eating whatever I wanna eat is simply not worth it.
Have a nice day everyone!!

Just got back from WI# 18...another 2.6lbs gone and 2 more inches!!!

Cousin loss 3.2lbs and 1 inch!

It's going to be a great day!!!

Congrats Lisa... keep it up.
I have my WI this afternoon, but I will be going alone.
The wife is home with our sick little guy, he has a respiratory infection and an ear infection.
Needless to say he isn't feeling well.
I will be taking the next 2 days off to stay home with him, so if I am not around as much as normal that's why.
I had to many appointments today so she had to stay with him.
Heather... um I don't know what to say there, so I am going to stay out of it.
I am one of those exceptions to the norm though, and I have no problem saying that.
My wife gets the occasional flowers delivery, she gets the expensive chocolates as a surprise.
She gets the surprise gifts and sappy cards from me.
I do housework and cook, and fuel her car, and work 2 jobs... so I don't feel bad when people complain about their DH because I know I am not like those being talked about :)

Thanks Wayward.....Good luck on your WI tonight. Sorry your little guy isn't feeling well, its the worst when they are small like yours. I remember those days like yesterday.

Not ALL guys are bad guys, we know that, just SOME of them..haha. Everyone should find one of them good guy once in a lifetime. I'll find mine one day :)

Wuv love the new picture! You look terrific!
PortHardy-I am amazed. I am glad you feel free to share whatever but thankful I can skip over what I think is TMI. None of us really get what the other person feels and when we need relief we simply expect someone to help if they have always been the one to help. Maybe this is how your DH feels. Or maybe he is just an all-about-him kind of person.
Wayward-you sound like a great hisband. Keep it up!

WAYWARD- May I ask if you have lost a ton of inches?! You're loss in lbs is great but I was curious to see if the loss in inches was just as awesome. I was thinking with all the excercis that you do would just be helping you shrink right up! I apologize if that is too personal. I was just curious:o

Ok, I had a 1.4 gain today. No worries! I am on track and know I will be a-ok!

I wish I had to drive to do the excercising. I did find my groove before getting pg with my youngest almost 7 yrs ago. I'm hoping to find that again!!!

Hope everybody has a super great positive day! :carrot:

I just bought Omega3 from Costco to use in place of the IP Omega3. I think it should not be an issue. Any opinions?

It would only be too personal if you were asking about specific places of gaining or losing inches :P

You know it's hard to say, since it seems like I measure in a different spot each week.
I know I have lost quite a few off my waist, hips, chest, thing about an inch off my arms and my legs.
I will let you know exact after my weigh in tonight.
I can for sure see if on my stomache and I have a lot more tone in my thighs etc.
I still have th belly, but I can tell a big differance in how big it is overall.
Nothing is too personal, if it is I will let you know.

Good job Wuv, you are such a inspiration. When I read your posts I know I made the right decision joining IP and especially this forum!! it is full of people struggling like me and reading the fabulous success stories helps me make it through another day. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK PEOPLE :)