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Originally Posted by terresaleesch
Im new as well!! I started 10-17-10 Sunday! I was used to drinking 5-6 diet mountain dews a day!! Talk about a headache...I had a wicked one. But I knew the person I see in the mirror, isnt the person inside. I have been heavy or underweight my entire life. Mostly heavy but I used to eat and purge, starve myself or just eat! I was at a point a few weeks ago I realized I have been on every diet their is...except this one. I have been on and off thyroid medicane because my doctor that that is why my weight was climbing to 280! The medicane made me gain weight...he uped my dose to the highest allowed...I still gained more. I got a trainer and worked out 5 days a week at the gym and after a few months, gained weight! I was like wth? So I just decided god wanted me fat! Then a few gals I work with started this diet. After a month they both lost tons of weight! I was proud of them and jealous as well! So I decided to grow balls and make an appt! Glad I did! You guys are all great. I have my first weigh in tomorrow and very nervous! I havent cheated and I hope the scale shows. I havent figued everything out on the website yet, but will try to get pics uploaded!! Thanks for all the support!!
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Good luck with your weigh-in!
When I started the program I was addicted to Starbucks bottled Frappuccinos, and boy did I have brain fog for the first couple of weeks when I was coming off the caffeine! I had thought I would never be able to get myself going without it. But now I feel like I am running on clean energy, and my thinking is much clearer without those blood sugar crashes that happened before lunch every day.
I know exactly what you mean about seeing the person in the mirror and knowing that isn't the real you. What is great is the feeling that your true self is coming back into physical reality as you progress through this program. In my case it's also a feeling of getting younger, I really feel like I did when I was in my twenties, hopeful and enthusiastic about my future!
This isn't just a diet it's a reclamation of one's self.