I just want to say that I'm still hanging out and trying to post at least once a day. I know some of you may think I'm crazy, but I'm already planning for Christmas, my gall bladder thing and our Thanksgiving vacation. I am getting wore out alot quicker it seems. I'm trying to get my exercise out of the way in the mornings, so that meant getting up at 4:30 this morning. I guess we'll see how long that lasts

. I've noticed on quite a few threads that things have slowed down. Trying to figure it out. It could be the same reasons I've slowed down. But one thing is for sure, I have not slowed down on my weightloss program. I want this so bad that I can taste it. I have NEVER wanted this as bad as I do now. When I first started posting on this thread, I mentioned my epihany. I can't/won't be stopped from hitting my goal. It's weird though, more and more people are commenting on my weight loss, and for some reason, it's not as satisfying as I thought it would be. Could it be that I don't see it? Or that I think I'm dreaming and that I'll wake you and would have GAINED 45 pounds, instead of losing it? Is it the knowledge that I have another 102 pounds to go to hit goal? I don't get it

. Am I making any kind of sense?
Well, counting calories is totally becoming second nature, which is great. It really seems to be whats working for me. I drink myu water every day now, too. I never thought I'd get this far. I knew I was going to do this, but when I started Ihad no idea how. I was pretty much flying by the seat of my pants, and still feel that way some days.
My mother is also overweight and she keeps telling me she needs to lose weight. This may sound terrible, but I'm REALLY tired of hearing it. She lives right upstairs from me. I told her we could go walk together or workout....and nothing. So honestly I don't want to hear. I just want to tell her to just cut it out, and talk to me when she's really ready to do this. I don't know.....I think it would be so awesome to do this together...but I can't wait for her and I can't make her do it. Whenever I bring it up, she changes the subject. But 2 seconds later, she's talking about wanting to be able to play with her grandchildren. I've offered to give her work out videos, everything. I know that there is nothing more that I can do, but it gets so frustrating.
I'm sorry, I'm just ranting and rambling. I have been feeling this for quite some time, and I guess I needed to get all this off my chest. I'm feeling like I'm not being very supportive to anyone here, and I want to apologize for that.
Brighter: thank for the info on the gall bladder thing. I know it will all work out . P.S. it's freakin hot, in good ole "Sunny" California. I have my fans on right now, and 10:30 pm. BTW what is KS's story?
Tig: Don't let what I said scare you. I'm just hoping to get some input from you and Tiff. You know, I hate not knowing if I'm actually doing it right. I know I'd feel better, if I knew that you guys were having problems too

. You know...misery loves company
Cafe: I hope you survived the attack of the Krispy Kreme!! I'm not all that crazy about them

Am I crazy? Of course, if you put oine in fromt of me I will gobble it down!

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Jello: Working for your friend sounds like an awesome deal! I hope it all works out. You never sounded to thrilled, when you talk about your current job. I have a pretty cush job. No one bothers me, ya gotta love it!
DNW: Keep up that positive attitude. Your great!
Huntress: come out, come out where ever you are......
Tiff: the boards just not the same without cha'. I'm going to assume that you are doing the 3 point challenge on your own and will not be posting your numbers (that is of course, you tell me otherwise). Sounds like the new J.O.B. is busy.
Cripes, I'm tired......Goodnight to everyone....it's time I hit the hay!