I have to decide that I want meat loaf for dinner and stop at the grocery store to buy ingredients. Now, meat loaf is not necessarily a bad thing. However, Hurricane Lili is!
It hit while I was somewhere between the condiments and the frozen foods.The 5 mile trip home from the grocery store took me almost half an hour. Man, the sky was clear when I went into the store. When I came out, it was pouring and the trip home included such fun things as hail stones and falling tree limbs.
I think the big deal was that it came up so quickly and people out on the roads were either going too fast, not realizing, or panicking. All of this just to feed my big ol' face!
By the time I got home, I wasn't even hungry any more. There's no place like home. There's no place like home. There's no place like home...Cafe, wise words there girlie.
Next time I'm feeling like giving up (happens occasionally ya know
), I'm calling on you!Tiff, Mike sounds like a keeper! Oh and my funeral is going to be me in an urn sittin' on the bar while everyone eats, drinks and makes merry. BTW, glad to have you back in the game.
... yeah! Let's call it a game. It's not a race or a competition. It's all a big game. Let's have fun with it!
Speaking of fun, I learned all sorts of new and scary machines and exercises last night. A little sore today but I ... get this ... want to go back to the gym!!!!!!

Like wow.
Gotta run. Darn boss. TGIF.

okay yeah, that wasn't me, I think some evil thingy took over my bod!
. For a while, I kept having dreams that I died in a car accident. But right before impact I would wake up. Heart pounding, somtimes all sweaty. So for many years, I was super paranoid. Okay, did I get way OT, or what? Maybe you can have meat loaf tonight, and savor it even more, knowing what ya had to go through to get it.
: Hang in there and remember the joy of bringing that beautiful new life into the world. Birth is joyful and amazing. You can't let the parent's flakiness in photos and phone calls take rob you of the meaningfulness of what you did. I hope you are able to contact them, somehow. Regardless, the bond between mother and child is strong and I think you SHOULD have a little celebration for you and him. Wherever he is he will always have your blessing. 
You know, that's why I come even if I have nothing to say and just do a "maintenance" post to say I'm still here. Because it is part of continuing this WOL whether I'm doing well or just maintaining.
Way to go on the gym time! Follow that feeling and go back! 
"Bright"