I keep typing and erasing, I guess because I'm not sure what I want to say.
I have always wanted to be a runner. Last year I did C25K for awhile, and I even went to a running store and got fitted for good shoes. (I'm on my third pair now). I quit when winter came (too much ice and too dark here in the northwest), and didn't really start back up till just recently. WHY did I wait? WHY!!?? I think I kind of forgot how good it can feel.
I feel like I'm doing better with running this year, because I have given up on listening to music. I kept trying to always match my pace to the tunes and it never felt quite right; always too fast or too slow. So now I listen to NPR as I jog, and I'm able to just keep going and going and going. It was stll in the 80's when I went out and it sure felt too hot to run, but it turned out to be GREAT.
Now I'm hot and sweaty and headed for a cool shower, but I can feel the blood moving through my veins and I feel happy and calm. I feel like an athlete in my capri running pants and my ponytail. I almost wish I could go back out! Now my goal is going to be to really be able to run a 5K!

Because mine does the same thing. I'd like to know why this happens, too. Sometimes it is really hard to ignore. I find it's the worst right before I leave the house for a run (brain is saying that I'm too tired, too sore, etc.) and during intervals just before it's time to start running again. I KNOW my body would be perfectly fine with running, and I LOVE to run, but my brain is so against it! 