I know EXACTLY how you feel!!! A few years ago I lost 30 pounds and it totally changed me! I started going out more and guys started paying attention to me and it felt great! Then a couple not so great relationships later I found myself slowly gaining the weight back and I was REALLY depressed. I knew I needed to lose weight and I knew how awesome it felt when I had lost the weight, but nothing I did motivated me enough to actually lose it. As of right now I'm off the anti-depressants and at my heaviest weight EVER! I still get really depressed from time to time, but thankfully I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me just the way I am and is very supportive of my decisions. We're both trying to eat better and lose weight...but it's hard. But I'm committed to it this time because I want to feel the way I did before!
It's a slow and difficult process but you can do it!!!
Tara
