every month I go through the same thing... ttc(trying to conceive) and losing weight is TOUGH! Everytime TOM is close I die... I pray, hope, cry, give up etc. It SUCKS!I do REALLY good for 3 weeks out of the month - and I know that losing a lot of the extra weight will help me conceive - but those few days/week before TOM comes I'm in a pit of dispair/depression...
Don't give up on me! I didn't weigh in since Sunday. I will tomorrow morning. My back has been a complete mess the last 4 days - but it's doing better today - so I'm going to give the 30DS another go tonight. I have to stay srtong... I have to keep moving... I have to stop letting my emotions take over my mouth!!!
I'm glad I have you girls!!!!

so you're more then
to join us!



Great goal as well! #20 in 17 weeks is completely doable!
not as bad as I thought (was terrified of going back into the #190s!) but I'm at #188.6. I have to REALLY WORK!!! I need to focus on a #1.5 loss from here on out in order to hit my goal!!! I REALLY want this!