ellis, I know...I've been a bad girl...but I am determined to lose some weight for all those sexy spring clothes I want....cursed catalogues and their siren songs...so I'm back! As for the RC/Pagan thing, I believe I was Pagan first and my mother tried to make me a RC. According to the old ones and family stories, anyway.
There are some beautiful tarot cards available these days. I know someone who took an heirloom deck and framed the whole thing, collage-like, and has it in their living room. Very nice, and a conversation piece to boot.
Silver, I hope your DD's fever breaks soon, and that you both get some sleep! Oh, and you can get a journal right here on this site. In the menu at the top, click on "Members Journals" and off you go!