I'm going to do my best to not sound like a great big ole downer here but I am genuinely scared at this point. It is now 3 months and 4 days until my wedding and I have not been able to lose any weight in the last 4 months. If anything, I have gained. WTF?!!!! I know it all comes down to me and my choices with what goes in my mouth and the inconsistent exercise but I'm hoping that I'm at the point that I'm scared straight. My weight today was 186.6.....
....... I'm not posting it on the weight thread because I'm hoping that I drop at least a couple in water weight by tomorrow.
Now to show that I am by no means innocent, here's a collection of my finer moments of the week. ***
WARNING please do not try this at home***
Saturday March 14th: copious amounts of beer
St. Pattys Mar 16th: copious amounts of beer + wings w/dill dip @ 1am
Saturday March 21st: wine + beer + 4 shots + cheesecake + sausage rolls @ 2?am
Sunday March 22nd: chips + chocolate + pretzels + 1/2 Litre red wine
Lovely right? I know. So today I made one of those grandiose ridiculous statements that I am never drinking again. BUT I actually plan on holding myself to that to some extent. I'm specifically targetting alcohol as the main problem because I do incredibly well with eating the whole rest of the week. It's only when I drink that I eat bad for you things. Otherwise, I'm the girl that brings a baggy of veggies to saturday night poker games.
So here's the plan:
- for all the events that are happening in the next 3 months, I will limit myself to 2 drinks per occasion. And I will ensure they fit into my calories for the day
- no more than 1 drink for normal days and fit into calories
- no chips and chocolate allowed in the house. Wish me luck in trying to enforce this on my fiance.
- 30 minutes a day (at the very least) of activity that breaks a sweat.
Thanks all for listening.
Any recommendations are always welcome of course. And I wish all of you an awesome and successful week!