Way to go Silverfire :) Oh happy you! :)

Rachel Reeses? OH MY GOD.... Those things are a death knel for me. I actually bought 2 bags of the smaller eggs and put them in the fridge. Now I have been on plan since 1/6 (pretty well.....) why would I buy those for what reason? ARGH because they are heaven to me. Always have been. Back in the early 60's (sorry dating myself here), my Dad worked at the Solo Cup co in Deerfield, Il and used to bring home candy bars from the lunch room. One time when I was 5 he brought home Reeses cups (yeah from back in the day when they used real fatty items and not synthetic stuff) I WAS HOOKED like a tuna... years and years I ate them. Come to my 35th Birthday.... The only presents I got were Reeses... in all shapes and sizes, bags boxes whatever. I know if I am ever a really bad girl and went to ****... I will be surrounded by Reese's just out of arms reach.. yep.. that is my **** LOLOLOL oh lord... Now about those bags in the back of my fridge...

Sassie... How are you holding up?

Joefl... yeah the water "left the building" I am glad for you!

Oh time for a good read tomorrow on that evil scale for me.... since I am using control and burning calories trying my darndest to stay away from the back of my fridge ! :D

Sue, the Reese's eggs are the best! I don't know why but the holiday ones are always sooo much more delicious than the regular kind. I love them too much....

Oh lord..... Try them between 2 graham crackers and nuke them for 10 seconds..... OH Heaven Oh Heaven.. I tried to send that to Mars as a Heaven Smore... but they did not take it.

BAD NEWS. The new job I just started at.... the other Escrow Officer in the office; her brother is a high Mucky Muck at Mars and ships her chocolates every month OH GOD. Her office is right next to mine. I see temptation in my future (This is my first week and she is on vacation sooo I just heard about this) I am thinking that the DEVIL is out to get me LOL

But the EGGS are the best of all... tho the Christmas trees are pretty good too... More Pnut butter I am thinking!

Hi guys.. Been a rough day with the parents. I am pretty much their go to girl since they don't have a car, aren't really active in any way and don't plan on changing that one bit. Today it was a Dr.s appointment then they want to take me to breakfast to say thanks. (yep they know I'm trying to lose weight) When I just order 1 egg andd 1 piece of toast they sit and tell me to eat more.. Then it's time to go get prescriptions filled, then it's off to grocery shopping, then it's to a fast food restraunt to get more food. (I didn't have any) All this before noon because then I had to take my son to Preschool. The whole time were out my Mom keeps saying she's in a bad mood, she's feeling down, she's feeling ill, and so on. My Mom is always like this when I don't eat with her, or do whatever she wants to do with her when she wants to do it. Then she starts telling asking me what she should do about her moods and if she should go to the Dr. and so on. It's too much. I'm allready taking her everywhere and paying her bills for her and pretty much doing everything for her I can't be her shrink too. Or her eating buddy or anything else. My whole life I have not ever been able to just be her daughter and her my Mother. Sorry guys I'm just frustrated and needed to get it out. I came here first instead of my blog and well... you guys got it. Please don't think Im being harsh. My parents are not too old to take care of themselves they are just lazy and blow through their money too fast which is why I had to take over so they wouldn't overdraw their account anymore. I just get so fed up sometimes because I'm trying to focus on me right now and it's so so so hard to do that when they are so demanding.
I'm so tired, but happy to say I had a good eating day despite all that so I am proud of myself.
HOpe everyone has a good rest of the night!!

Sorry I haven't posted here much... going thru a breakup. *sigh* So trying to stay calm and remember all of this pain is temporary and I will be a better me in the end.

Sassy- so sorry about your parents. My dad is like that. On top of that he has HBP and doesn't watch his diet at all. He's on 6 meds a day but thinks there isn't anything wrong with him.

Sue-So glad you are liking the new job. Didn't know that about the Reese's eggs. I haven't had one in so long.

Joe-Glad to see you are back down :) I have gained 4lbs of water in one day but I average about 2.5lbs which sucks. But fingers crossed it you get another woosh soon.

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend :) Its supposed to be in the mid 80's here :)

Thanks I choose. I'm a little better today. My Mom just called and said shes sick and so that means I get a break for a week or so because I won't go over there while there sick so I don't get my son sick. So glad yesterday is over.lol. My Dad is sick too he has COPD still smokes a pack a day, he can't breath and he keeps going to the Dr. for strong pain meds for a "back ache" that he has. My Mom has Sarcoidosis which is a type of lung cancer and she still smokes. Gets me so mad. Anyway thanks!!

Last night I just worked on my blog and just did stuff to take my mind off it all. The last few nights I've taken the night off of cooking myself dinner so I've just made those Progresso light soups and I've been putting lots of veggies in them to hearty them up. I've been loving cabbage too so I've been putting cabbage in them. Then I've been having fruit while I'm sitting at the computer. So I'm glad I took that break. Normally if I don't want to cook for myself along with my husband and son I would just eat what they eat and regret it. I will definitely be buying those soups more now. I hope everyone has a great Friday. It's gonna be a busy weekend at work for me. Which I love!

Sorry to hear about your parents SassyAngies. You don't need that stress in your life, but are handling pretty well. And just focus on working out IChoose and the new hot man you'll have when you get your hot bod!! Lol.
Weighed in at 282.8! Woo! That's almost my goal weight loss for march! 281 is round the corner! I'm touching the third sad face!! Lol

Sorry your family is causing you so much stress. My dad takes care of everything for his dad & stepmother (as well as others in our family) so I've seen how taxing it can be, especially when they're not making any effort to care for themselves. I don't know if I could handle all that; you're a good daughter ;)

I know smoking is an addiction, but you'd think illness would be enough motivation to quit, right? My best friend has lost several women in her family due to smoking related illnesses that were entirely preventable yet she continues to smoke herself. I can't stand it.

Yep I just dont understand them, but I have to break the cycle and not let it get me down. it was nice going to work last night and not having to focus on losing weight or my parents or cleaning the house, etc.. I hope everyone is having a nice Easter weekend.

Happy Easter! :easter3:

I gained a pound this week :halfempty But I know exactly why, so I'll do better this coming week.

Scale hasn't really moved all week. Been between 278.8 and 278.2 thought I would have lost something this week but i guess the stress is just getting to me. *sigh*

I hope everyone has a happy and healthy Easter.

I finnaly came a little down. I hope it sticks and I can start April at 278. So glad it's moving though. TOM wasn't as bad as last month so I'm thankful for that as well.
Have a great Easter everyone!!

Oh Sasssy.. I am so sorry about your family situation. I sure do hope that they DO appreciate YOU and what you do for them. You are a very wonderful person. and GOOD for you for getting rid of that Yo Yo lb :)

Happy Easter to you all! ... :easter2:

Oh man! This morning the scale said 270.6. 260's here I come!!!!! :woohoo:

Congrats Silverfire...