Purplefirefly: I think I just needed to vent the mad out. You are right about the calories, as I am not counting I have no idea. I should try to find the time soon to see if I can find out what everything is. I just found out my bmr is 1975 calories, or just under 2000, so maybe I am not taking in enough food. I am not hungry though, except after dinner when I am determined NOT to snack the night away...I know, I could squeeze in a small snack, but I know myself, and as a major binge eater, it's not something I want (or am ready) to face quite yet.
I have measured myself, and hubby took before pictures - because I want to be proud of my progress pics. I just didn't think that remeasuring after 1 week would be a good idea...I though I might do it monthly.
I think it's TOM, my attitude, my focus - I know it's coming soon...
Also, I AM proud of 3 pounds
I just had a higher expectation!! I guess I just need to re-focus!
Thanks for your kind words and suggestions! Glad to hear you are back on track today
Ginger