UGH! i feel like such a failure.. i didnt really binge but i know what i ate wasnt good for me.. im just so stressed out with my health then with my boyfriend non stop drinking and UGH! idk anymore.. im gettin sick again my throats hurtin BAD again.. idk whats wrong i ended up missin my dr appt today because i didnt have no money to go ( had to buy beer ) its makin me mad.. i need a second job.. just so i can have extra money...
oh but on the happy side! everyone loved my new hair cut and i was told at work that i do a good job doin recovery oh and my mom said she can see that i lost weight
so im happy...
well better go i can hear the boyfriend and all his friends next door yellin....