Hi!
My holidays were great until today! Steve was home for the holidays but he had to go back to MI today, he has a doctors appointment on Friday and we hope he has the go ahead for cateract surgery before we go to mexico!
Back on the wagon tomorrow, have to lose some weight for he swimwear in February.
Today I binge because I'm so sad to be alone again, and to get rid of all the junk food thats here, thats good money going down the drain if I just throw it out!
Later ladies!
Latest news: I finally got food stamps! So I actually have food in my house! For the first time in months, I have things that match, ex. milk and cereal, pb and jelly and bread, veggies and meat....you get the picture.
I am also thisclose to getting a job! I got up at the a$$crack of dawn this morning, took three buses, went through the whole process: application, testing, interview (IN UNCOMFORTABLE HEELS!!!), got to the final stages: job offer and paperwork, and realized that I didn't have my SS card! SOOOO, I have to get up again today and make the journey...again. They assured me that I won't have to do all that again though.
I also have to go up to the school this week to turn in my financial aid forms. If I can get some, I can start school in March!
Wendy - I have the blue's myself, eating is out of control. And I haven't FELT like doing anything. Anyways, hoping to feel better soon And I'll join you in the quest for some weight loss... do you exercise in the winter here? I've been trying to figure out what to do... maybe skating..
Anyways! Had an interview today at work for another position in the store, something I'd do in addition to what I'm doing now. Hopefully it went well! First post here this year.. hopefully I get my crap together in the dieting world and get at 'er. The time is now. All those cliche's...
Wendy - when I tell my friends how cold it is here, they are horrified!
I am feeling better today - TOM started so evil PMS is GONE! Yay! I would like to celebrate, but I'm so tired.. just relieved all my craziness might be gone Josh came home with some presents today, some new runners, which will be stored safely in the closet until spring, and two books! One for him "Flat Belly Diet for Men" and "Healthy Sin Foods", so that I can still eat bad but in a good way. He's very sweet sometimes! I am going to try and feed of his motivation, mine still isn't there yet. Now that TOM is here I think I'll give the EA sports active video game another try! There is a 30 day challenge on there that looks pretty good. Anyways, thats my babbling for today..
So my WI was Thursday and I gained like 5 lbs. No sleep, no vitamins, no water, and crap food will do that. I'm SO happy I got this job, for other reason besides the obvious money part. Not only will I be forced to regulate my sleep habits, my eating will have to be in check too. I mean, if I'm asleep, I can't be eating right? I need to find something to help me on the nights I can't sleep. And I've already decided to ban myself from the vending machines at work. All snacks/food will be brought from home! Along with my water bottle.
I woke up yesterday with a massive headache and I just knew it was from lack of water and nutrients. So I put a full glass of water in the fridge along with a gallon of water. That way, everytime I open the fridge, I see a glass of water waiting for me.
This weekend is grocery shopping and hopefully movie night with Susie.
I found out that my friend Cat not only got the job too but she's also in my training class! It'll be nice to have someone to help pass the time with.
I got a invite to tour the local Y and I went today. Have I told you guys how much I hate Bally's? Cause I do. Alot. So I went and it was really nice there! And so relaxing. The only downside: no steam room. But they have a rock climbing wall! I've never been rock climbing before. And the staff is SUPER nice! I'm going to join as soon as I get my first paycheck. I get 20% off with their scholarship and I might get more off when I start school. Oooooo, they have ZUMBA! I'm so psyched!
Wendy - I'm here! I worked late last night, and then crashed. We went ice skate shopping today, and they are all sharpened and ready to go! Now if the wind would stop blowing SO much we'd get a chance to give 'em a try.
I was SO on track yesterday, like 120%, and then today not so great. When Josh is around we go to restaurants, which is hard to plan for. I gotta get better at this! I also weighed myself yesterday, and then again today.. 268.7 yesterday, 267.6 today. This is the highest I've been in a LONG LONG time, ugh. Anyways, onward, and downward!
I'm hungry All I had for dinner was a bowl of soup and a bun. My stomach is sore from the liver growths so best not to try eat anything until the pain subsides.
Aimee~ Have fun skating? I went to Walmart and got food for the boy for next week of school. Got a couple bathing suits too...ACK!