I've decided that I need to refocus my mind toward the positive daily and I hope you all don't mind if I do this on here.
It used to be that I was a very negative person. I have worked long and hard to accept myself and others as we are...in our own skin...right now.
I have come a long way. I now hear the subconscious "you're not good enough" crap that for years was underlying the things I did and said and am battling it.
The way out I am told is through compassion for myself and gratitude for what I have...today.
Once I could see that I wasn't better then anyone or worse the anyone, I could see I deserved to have this surgery, to be thin, to be healthy. I just did.
Thanks
Angela