I'm writing to the people who invented myvirtualmodel.com and requesting that they add a "lumpify" button. Or maybe a spot reducer/increaser button. My model has way too much on top and my waist is not at all that sexy and curvy--oh yeah, the thighs...that's another matter entirely.
Chris, you're not crazy at all. It's the one's who are really insane that do not question their sanity. I would feel like I was going crazy though if I was in your line of work. You have to be one tough cookie that's for sure. I admire you for your strength. After reading your journal about comparing yourself to your cousin, you're your own harshest critic and you shouldn't feel so bad about yourself. You will not gain all the weight back overnight. When I'm feeling crappy and fat these days, I go into my closet and pull out an outfit that I couldn't fit 20 lbs ago. I slip into it and see that it fits like a dream and I am indeed smaller. I may have eaten too much that day or skipped the exercise but the clothes reaffirm that the journey to lose weight and live healthy is worth continuing.
Angie, way to go on the size 12 jeans. Isn't it funny how when we're bigger we want to hide in baggy clothes but when we lose weight and feel great we want the clothes to be more form fitting? (Well that's the way I am anyway). What's the sense in wearing the same baggy clothes on your slimmer bod anyway? If you've got it, flaunt it.
Kempy, even though you ate those burgers and fries and stuff at least you were AWARE. Sometimes I just eat them and don't even think about what I'm doing and don't care. Burgers I can do without. French fries and pizza--especially pizza are the ones that take my self-control down the tubes. You did good girl, 1500 cals a day is great.
I saw there was someone name laney1733 or Serina that posted on the thread over the weekend. Hope you join us more often. The more the merrier!
Sorry I'm posting so long but my cable service was down for most of the morning and I was jonesing for this site. Now that it came back on I'm just typing away.
