I really wanted to just vent this out because this is the best place where people understand.
My best friend since high school is finally getting married. She called and asked me to be her matron of honor and I said yes.
As soon as I got off the phone I panicked because I knew I wouldn't find a dress that would look good on me. Plus I have big feet and foot issues so shoes is a whole other problem.
I have been having nightmares about this ever since she asked me. When we talked the other day I told her I didn't think I wanted to be in the wedding because I was to big. ( Mind you she was one of the prettiest girls in high school)
She reassured me not to worry that she really wanted me there and didn't care what I looked like etc etc. and we would find a dress. She then asked me what size I was.
Well of course I didn't dare tell her I said we have to shop in the plsu size department.
I can't believe the anxiety this is causing me. We were best friends in high school we both even modeled. We were seriously into fashion and were always shopping. Now 30 years later she's getting married. I wish it was back when I was at least a size 14 then we could shop.
Well like I said I really just wanted to vent this.
P.S. I have been working out on my
Wiifit plus and lost a couple of pounds but I can't lose nearly enough weight by the time of the wedding.