Newbie here, mostly at wit's end...
Okay, so as you guys can tell I'm fairly new to the forum. I'm 5'8" and weigh 165-167 pounds, which is just starting to be in the "overweight" end of the BMI range. But I KNOW I'm not healthy. Trust me you guys, this is not extra muscle we're talking about.
I have had a problem since I was 5 years old: I binge. I graze. Constantly, and mostly at night or when I'm bored. And you know what? I can't stop. I'm 17, and the only things I wear are dark-wash jeans and navy blue or black t-shirts. (To disguise the backfat.) Lately it seems the dream of ever wearing something cute like a bikini is too far out of reach to even consider. I just need some place where I can be accountable, you know? Someplace I can go instead of binging, and people actually understand what I'm going through. I'm trying to lose this weight now, and I don't want to ever say "I'll start again tomorrow" again as long as I live.
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