Thanks for the kind words Carole.

I know the reason i was depressed it was cos i went to the fertility dr and i was told i wouldnt be allowed any Fertility drug (cos i dont ovulate very often) till im 82kg (13st) and im 122kg (19st 3lbs) now so it threw me a bit and i went on a bit of a downer , but i took myself to the dr's and had a chat with her and shes changed my Xenical to Reductil so im gonan give that a try but since i have seen her i do feel better about things and my eating habits have got better so i think i needed to get it off my chest and talk it thought with someone. I agree i shouldnt be given the fert drugs right now as if they dont work i cant have them again but it just threw me the Enormaity and of what i have to do , lucky for me i stopped it before it got to far and only put on 2lbs and lost 1lb last night again so im back on an even kill just about. Only downside to reducutil is i have to stop trying to concieve for the time being but me and dr have worked out a plan between us so after a few months i can come off reductil and try for a few months after i have lost some weight , so i am totally happy with that plan and am keen to get going on the medication as soon as TOM has been and gone.

I apprecaite your support so much

:carrot: Teresa :carrot:

im sure as u loose wt u will ovulate more often/ regularly...

also clomid isnt a great drug.. there are lots of side effects.. such as cysts.. etc..


keep up the good work... you have a great reson to loose the wt.. just think of that when you are feeling munchie !!

Thanks Lou

I am certain that i will ovualte once i lose with weigh myself as i have got pregnant before but had a m/c so i know its possible but i think that must have been a freak ovualtion. I am feeling much better about things and i dont think i will be going off track again.

Take care

:carrot: Teresa :carrot:

Did,nt go to RC yesterday, because I've got Matthew home from school sick.
I'm going to try and go Thursday morning.
I know I will have put on, because I've lost the plot this week.
I went xmas shopping instead of food shopping, and have been living on my old diet of tea, with white bread toast with clover, for breakfast and lunch and c**p out of the freeze for tea.
I feel awful on this and have broken out in spots for the first time in weeks. It's shown me what a difference a healthy diet makes, AND I WILL GET BACK ON TRACK AS SOON AS XMAS IS OVER.
Treez-How are you getting on with the reductil ?
Hope you are feeling better this week.
Carole

Hey Carole

I am ok , but i havent started the redcutil yet as i had to wait for TOM before i could start taking it , that came early for once and i was due to start taking it Yesterday (tuesday) but ive come down with the flu so dr has told me to lay off them till im better , cos being ill my blood pressure would proberly be slightly raised and reductil can make it raise more so she wants me nice and healthy before i start it which is cool , cos to be honest im too ill to exercise or get any of the benifits from them.

I will let you know how i go once i start them tho. Are any of you weighting at home while RC is finished , we had our last class last weds for the year so im not sure whether to weight myself tonight or just leave it now till after xmas i dont think its gonna make a difference either way really. I cant really be arsed to do anything right now lol.

:hohoho: Teresa :hohoho:

My last ww class is next week I'll probably weigh at Boots on the missing week. But I only miss a week so it's not a big gap.

My last chance to weigh-in was this morning,but Matthew's still sick so I can't go.
I'm back on the 2nd Jan, I'm not going to weigh-in until then.
Hope your feeling better soon Treez, love your santas.

Carole

Carole :thanks u for your kind words ,Im feel like im getting worse everyday but dr told me to expect that , i dont think ill bother weighting till i go back either i cant be bothered right now.

Veggie:Hello long time no see hunni. Hope your keeping well. :hug:

:hohoho: Teresa :hohoho:

Hang in there Teresa.

Michele x