Hi everyone
well todays weigh in was great one thankfully. I lost 3lbs. I really had gotten myself into a real state over the past week about it I was worrying myself silly so much that I was actually having difficulty sleeping.
I think I finally figured out why I have been feeling so bad though and that is because before when I knew I was sticking to my plan and getting good results I felt in total control...as soon as I felt I was still sticking to my plan and the weightloss slowed down and then I had a gain I didn't feel in control anymore....now how stupid is that?
If I wasn't in control I would have given up, but I didn't I hung in there.
I was also getting myself worked up because I get so much encouragement from you all and so many of you who email me telling me how much you look forward to reading my updated journal every week to see how much I lose...I felt as though I was letting you all down by not losing anything.
I think I should just stop worrying about everything and do as my 13 year old son keeps telling me to do...take a chill pill

My mum says I am a born worrier.....if I didn't have something to worry about I would worry about that and I think she is probably right
TQ isn't it a great feeling to reach that half way point

I remember my hubby doing a similar thing to the compost when I had lost about 80lbs, he took me to the local builders merchants and had me trying to lift the same amount in sand...I couldn't do it.....now I have lost 149lbs in total and there is no way on earth I could ever lift that...so how the **** did I manage to carry it all around for so long.
Actually I can lift that much weight with my legs and I do at the gym. It isn't surprising that my legs are pretty strong now is it after carrying that amount of weight for so many years.
I haven't had a chance to check the other threads recently but I did notice from this one that Sarah was MIA...has anyone heard from her?
well son has just got home from school and wants feeding so I better go
have a great day everyone
Ali
