Coco,
When you are out and about is it about lunchtime or dinnertime? Maybe because you are not eating for so long between meals that is why you are truly hungry.
Say if you ate breakfast at 8am then you went out and about and wasn't hungry so you didn't eat. Then you get home at say 2pm. Of course you will be hungry because you technically missed lunch. Then it isn't that you are just picking or you are doing bad when you get home it is that you are really hungry because you missed a meal even though you weren't hungry.
Like this morning I was cleaning all morning (and still am LOL) but by the time I was getting very hungry I realized it was 1pm. That is why I was hungry. I felt like I could eat everything in sight. Then I ate and afterward I was still hungry. So I went back to my cleaning and I have been fine so far. I still have a lot of cleaning left to do. But I will get it done today. I am on a mission to clean my house and get it back in the order I want it in.
I hope that helps.
I did great today. I got up the courage that I needed and I quit the one cleaning job I had. Now I only have one left and I will keep that one. The one I have left is for a lady that is like my mom. She is megan's godmother. She has always been there for me and megan. I have know her all my life. She used to babysit me when I was little.
But this other job was disgusting. The house was so bad every week I couldn't take it anymore. It was not a good place to keep bringing megan when it is so filthy every week. It is just from them being too lazy to do anything all week to keep it up after I have cleaned it. So I talked to my husband about it. He said if I quit then we just won't be able to order out or go out for dinner on fridays anymore. I said okay I can handle that. But then I can put in more hours for the phone job I have here at home to make it up. So I am thankful that I did this for me. I have faith that god will take care of everything and it will work out. But I had to get out of that situation. It is a friend of the other lady I clean for. So that was the hard part. But I talked to her yesterday and she isn't going there as much because she can't take it either and knows what I am talking about. So that made it easier. She said so quit. So I did.
So yet another day with more changes going on. I never know from one day to the next what is going to happen. I know I am gaining more self esteem and confidence everyday which is a great thing.
You all have a great day. It is raining here all day and gloomy. So it is a great day to stay in and clean.
I have to go vaccuum the rugs now. I am off. Haven't worked out today but with all this cleaning that is a great workout. My house takes first priority today. I want to get it done.
Bye,
Sherri
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