Hi Red! I glanced at the posts quickly before going to bed lastnight, I was totally beat...busy day and I had to wake up at 6am today to drop hubby off, so I didn`t get to post yesterday. ALMOST threw in the towel on day 8, but at 9pm I decided just to do it. Tried for at least 20 minutes, did 35... So I`m working on day 9 here. I`m glad you got to the gym, and that you feel a little better!
This is so hard to do. You are aware of the emotional ups and downs you go through, and thats half the battle. I guess I`m kinda lucky with weight loss, it does come off fast...although I`m preparing myself mentally for a slow down now that I`m in my 4th week. I don`t know how I`ll cope with that, but I just have to keep going I guess. I still look in the mirror and think "this fat will never go away" and wonder why I even bother. But I have to snap myself out of it pretty quickly. I may not have fallen off plan and the weight is falling off, but I have my moments when I dont think I`ll get through the day. More so are the moments of anxiety when I worry about how long I`ll be able to do this. It is getting easier with each day and week, but all these years of bad habits to break can get overwelming. One day at a time. And I remind myself every morning how great I felt the day before, and if I can just do it again today, today will turn into tommorow.... I have to keep myself going MENTALLY. I saw this on the 4th when I had 2 days of snacking and missed my workout, I had no intention of going back to my old self, I just needed a little breather.
Whether it`s 10 pounds or 100 pounds, we`re all fighting the same battle... trying to be healthier and look and feel great. Having bad days and needing support, thats what we`re all here for! The good and bad!
I think you`re going to have a great day 9!

You will be in my thoughts!
Things are going smoothly here I guess, hubby`s gone so I get some alone time. I love him dearly, but after 5 years of him at this job I`ve learned I LOVE having time alone. I had my scheduled weekly weigh in yesterday... after closing my eyes real tight as if I was preparing to get stuck by a needle, lol I looked to down and saw I reached my weekly goal, 215! I cheated and measured myself too (just my waist since thats where I`m noticing a big difference), not planned until Aug but oh well, my waist is just under 40". Now THAT excited me

I`m getting my waist back, and I was afraid it was gone forever! *if only the hips would follow* hehe
I will be back later on, wish you all a terrific day! You`re all doing so well... keep it up! I got off my butt lastnight because of this challenge, and I have you all to thank for that.
