[Nicki54]

It's been strange the last few months, can't quite put my finger on it, but the heart went out of my attempts to lose weight, and my overeating/binging started up again. Needless to say I have been avoiding posting on these boards or even wanting to be in contact with anyone unless absolutely necessary. I've been selfish and for that I apologise.

Things got so bad that I took myself off to the doctors and I'm now on the 'happy pills' Just started taking them and they say it takes about 2 weeks for them to kick in.

Thats it for now

Nicki

[Nightmare]

Hey Nicki, Sorry to hear about your situation of being down in the dumps. But, oh can I relate.
I was actually going to get on and post asking if you had received my email.

I can totally relate to your situation and would be a very good listener if you needed one. That's one of the things that I do best is listen. In fact, I actually wanted to go to college and become a psychiatrist.

I'm having a dreadful time with the DH, having problems with DD that moved away last May and now won't even call me, one of my Aunts in England just passed away and that was VERY SAD and I've been eating every thing in sight. I can eat and continue to eat even though I'm not hungry.
It is totally driving me insane.
I can feel the weight gain and how awful I feel.
Now, I have it set in my mind that I have got to get this weight off so I can get the heck out of here.

So, again, I can relate to your situation and like I said if you need an ear.....I've got really big ones!!!

Take care,

KELLI

[Nightmare]

Here ye, here ye, I am here to exclaim that I am beginning a new chapter in this new year!

I just saw one of my favorite doctor's to listen to about nutrition on t.v. (Dr. Don Colbert) and he has published yet another book entitled, "I Can Do This Diet."
I will be getting that book next week and begin my new healthy life style. I talked to my DH about how much it would cost for me to be included in his gym membership or perhaps getting a new stationary bike for me at home and the possibility of me going to see a physical therapist to obtain exercises that I, personally can do with the limitations that I have.

Ladies?
This is going to be my year for success.

I feel so incredibly uncomfortable, I can see by my slowing down in merely walking that has me VERY MUCH concerned with health.
I am literally killing myself.

Nicki?
Come on' girlfriend, let's do it together.
We'd be good for each other.

KELLI

[Nightmare]

Nicki???

You're on my mind a lot. Hoping things are going better for you?

Would love to hear from you.

Kelli