Had the same experience in my life ('87) and the old cliche is so true--the only thing that has helped is time. Hang in there!
Vacay-play time has finally arrived! w00t!
Gotta do all my shopping and looking forward to a birthday girls night out celebration at the casino Saturday Nite!!
Managed to lose 2 more lbs despite Pie-Gate! Double w00t!
That means 2 lbs to go for the New Years Challenge . . . gotta stay strong 'cause I'm not used to being home in the evenings--afraid of the snack attacks . . . gotta remember how I love this feeling . . . gottagottagotta . . .
No emjay today?
Hope she's having a BLAST wherever she is in Motown!
Make a deal with yourself lilbb . . . something along the lines of: "If I still want this sugar after I run up and down the stairs, I will have it." Or if you wait 10 minutes you can have it. Get some kind of deal with yourself (hey, how 'bout "If I still want this treat after quickly Posting an SOS @ 3fc's??) and stick to it . . . and then if you have it . . . at least it wasn't a "rush job" of cramming in your face, you know? At least you'll have planned it and made a decision---therefore you are IN CONTROL. (hey, maybe I should check out Chicks In Control Forum?) And then if you chose to have it . . . move on . . . run up and down the stairs again or Post it here . . . we'll move on together, ok? The 8 pieces of pie I ate the other night was over a 4 hour period . . . I made myself walk a long way each time I went back to get another piece (My work is 77 acres under one roof) . . . each time I got back to the Committee Party, I'd ask myself "Do I really really want this?" - the answer was "Ummmm Yeah audster . . . that's why you just walked all the way back here!!!"
Sooooooooo, maybe making the binge decision consciously is the key?

Oooooooooooh Larry King rerun has The Biggest Loser on . . . never have seen. Then next is YOU: ON A DIET . . . I'll watch and decide if I want to read for Our Future Funtabulous Book Reading Discussion . . .
ttyal!
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! That is a great ideal that I intend to use. Thanks AUD. It seems when I am struggling as I am now, even the smallest of ideals escape my mind. I think I will make a deal with myself that I will walk up and down the stairs five times. If nothing else I will be too out of breath to want to eat anything.
. I wouldn't care if I loss fat or water at this point. I just want to start losing and stopping gaining.