I wasnt going to post this but what the heck. I feel really good about it.
Okay I have this Banana Rep. skirt in a size 14. Because of it, I consider myself a size 14 even though I can wear smaller in other brands. I figure the other manufacturers are just trying to win us over by making the sizes bigger than they should be. But actually, I couldnt zip that skirt up, at all, so I was really bigger than their 14 but I bought that skirt anyway (at a thrift store - B.R. is way too expensive!) because I refused to be any bigger than a 14.
Well eventually I could zip it up like a quarter of the way. I would just wear baggy tops so people (hopefully) couldnt tell it was unzipped.
So then 2 weeks ago, I could zip it halfway. Not satisfying, but better. So this weekend, I go to put it on and you know that fear, that 'what if it is actually TIGHTER than it used to be? What will I do then?'But I closed my eyes and put it on, took a breath, and not only did it zip all the way up but I could bounce it up and down on my stomach -- ITS TOO BIG!!!!! Just like that, its too big! Im thinking I need a new favorite skirt (yes a skirt that didnt fit was my favorite - the cut was still flattering)... cause now it makes me look bigger than I am! The menace in my closet is gone. I wore that skirt the entire weekend
I just really never thought I could get over the hurdle of that skirt. OH and to "top" it off, I decided to try on this adorable shirt that I wasnt able to fit in last weekend without having trouble BREATHING, and it fit snug but comfortable this weekend!!! For me this is some solid progress that is making me very hopeful and now I feel like my hard work and discipline was worth it.
I cant wait for the next hurdle! I have so many cute things I want to fit in!