Okay, I've been MIA for awhile, nearly a week. It's been a hard week. Finals, of course, are draining. My mother's wedding is this weekend, and everyone is soooo busy. And my fiance left for his internship and I'm missing him horribly. Not to mention that I'm an insanely jealous person and that I have to struggle not to be all accusatory everytime he tells me about all the stuff he's doing with his new pals. It's driving both of us insane and doesn't exactly make me a pleasant conversation-maker. But my lack of diet/water/and exercise from Tuesday thru Friday deserves no excuses. Yuck. But I've been back on track yesterday and today. Gosh, what a struggle. It's so tempting to eat, eat, eat for companionship and to overcome my loneliness. It's not like my fiance is my only friend or anything (I've actually spent a lot of time with my other friends this week), but he's my absolute best friend, and the only one I feel who truly understands me. I'm bitter that he seems just fine without me, and I'm a total mess. Grrrrrr... but I'm working on focusing that frustration, hurt, and anger into great workouts. Hopefully that will create a better outlet for my unfounded emotions.
Sigh. Thanks for letting me vent. I'm feeling a bit better now.
Weekly Chatting Thread 6/13-6/19
