I have good intentions to start all over again every Sunday. I do well until Thursday or Friday (my work week is sun-wed). I try to have ONLY one cheat meal so I'm not deprived but end up binging for the rest of the day... or night. I ended up eating a whole box of donuts today.... all 12 of them

And that's just the beginning. I end up feeling so full that I feel like I'm either going to pop or throw-up. I just lay there waiting for the fullness to pass since I just feel too full to even move (which would be the best thing). I end up feeling guilty and mentally beat myself up.
I need just need a way to control the night time cravings. I'm like a zombie.... only I prefer food, not brains

(i put dracula since i couldn't find a zombie pic... hahaha).
I wish I had the willpower or a special pill that would make me eat to live, not live to eat.