Well hello there! I've seen links to this site from time to time and I thought, what the heck, I need some support in my weight loss journey and I'd like to give some support too!
My name's Lauren, I'm 5'7 and I currently weigh 247 lbs. My highest weight was 270.9 (eesh, the highest it's ever been!
) My goal weight is 180 lbs. I also have another problem that never seems to get talked about with bigger women... I HAVE SMALL TITS! I have BARELY A cups. So, I usually wear a highly custom-padded bra (I got one of those with the little thing in the cup where you can insert cutlets, I actually have 3 in each side XD) and I hate it! I wish I could at least have Bs or Cs- I'd be ecstatic! And I really, really wish I could love my itty bitty titties, cuz no one else seems to have a problem with them! But I do. So, I'm currently working part-time as an adult webcam model in order to earn the money to... *dun dun dunnn* get breast implants! Yes, I want a full set of Ds. I'm currently at a little over $1,000 saved up, with $6,500 more to go. I'm also about to start college for the first time... so much going on at once! So I really wanted to join this community in order to get and give support. The past 2 weeks I've been stuck around 245 (now I'm up at 247, I binged a little
) and I really want to get rockin' and lose some more weight! I hate being stuck! And it's completely on me, I haven't been doing my diet and exercise
But! I have an unusual amount of hope that I will get to my weight loss goal and I think you all should have hope too
New fat chick from california!
FLUFFY ~ just keep on, keepin' on: even when you muff up -- this is a great place to get & give support & a blessing for us all ... 
