I just wanted to let you ladies know what an inspiration you have been to me.
I have struggled with my weight for 11 years now-how time flys when you are pulling your hair out.

I had put on 80 pounds when I quit smoking. I was horrified and began exercising like crazy-sometimes up to 8 hours a day. It just didn't give me the results that I wanted. I was still fat-hard-but fat. I gave up for a time. I was also struggling with health problems and going in and out of the doctor trying to find out what was wrong with me. I finally gave up on that as well and decided that it was just me and I would just have to live with it.
I became pregnant with my second child after that and during a routine physical the doctor found that I had a goiter-I just thought it was fat. I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease which is a form of hypo-thyroidism. I was immeadiately put on thyroid replacement and scheduled for surgery as soon as I gave birth. I was elated-FINALLY an answer to my weight and health problems. NOT! I had gotten into a habit of not eating and it was wearing me down.
Another baby and fast forward to two years ago and more weight gain. I had watched an infomercial (

because I have lurked enough to know how Mrs Jim feels about them). It was the North American Slimdown plan. I ordered it and just about laughed it off. Eat SIX meals a day? I thought it was nuts-and just couldn't imagine fitting that into my day. I was a hard core coffee drinker, and much to my shame a smoker once again. I simply ran on that all day. BUT I couldn't justify spending that amount of money without giving it a try. I was simply amazed at the results I got from that. I didn't exercise very hard and yet I lost 40 pounds. I was elated and telling everyone about it.
I've kept that weight off for two years in spite of the fact that I fell back into the trap of not eating all day. I guess I plateaued and became discouraged. I've tried different things the past 2 years. I even considered having surgery and went as far as talking to a doctor about it. I just couldn't do it-the thought of having skin hanging all over my body filled me with more dread than staying fat does. I looked at surgeries for skin removal and it simply isn't for me. My doctor recommended WW so I came here to lurk and learn.
That's when I found this forum!! I was intrigued and browsed all of the links stickied. I was enthusiastic because we had purchased weight lifting equipment a year ago. Too bad I didn't wait and get the book first. I started January 12th and did the first week on my own-unfortunately I misunderstood and did 2 exercises per muscle group. It took me a week to recover. Thankfully I found the book and the journal and bit the bullet and bought them. The pictures and stories have inspired me beyond belief. So I began again January 26th.
I apologize for the long post-I've been lurking since December and well.....just had to let all of you know that I appreciate you being here and inspiring others who mostly lurk.