Hey everyone. I am joining this forum because I can't do this myself. I have always been a big girl, but I have decided that now is the time to change that. A month ago my boyfriend of 3 years, fiance of 2 broke up with me. He said he had just fallen out of love. So guess what I did next? I ate. Well I still love him very much, but I figure eating has never seemed to help so its time to change tactics. So my goal is at least 150, possibly 130, depending on what my body says. I am 5'5, 18 and almost 300lbs. I look forward to talking to everyone and actually getting the weight off this time! Thanks for listening to the rant as well