HORRIBLE HORRIBLE FOOD DAY FOR ME!!! Ok so I have shared that sometimes throwing up makes me feel better after I eat crazy during the day.. Well today was one of those days.. First of all let me start by saying I can go days and days and sometimes weeks without throwing up so why on earth can I not stop it completely?????????????????????????? I know it is bad and I know all the side effects from it so what is wrong with me?????????? I just want to be "normal"!!!!
Ok so I start off this morning with no breakfast as usual.. I never eat in the morning.. Heck I hardly get up before 10am each day.. I am a SAHM so I don't really have to get up in the mornings early until school starts that is.. OK so back to my day.. So I go visit a friend that lives almost an hour away... I have to go run an errand and drop off my son at my grandmothers so by the time I get to my friends it is almost 1pm and I still have not had any food in my system.. as usual again.. I usually don't eat anything until around 2.. and I know that is sooo bad.. anyway.. I get to my friend Susan's and we go out for lunch.. I eat a cheese burger and fries and I am sooo hungry that I gobble it down with out a breath almost.. I usually eat alot faster than everybody else and that is embarrasing for me... anyway so after we eat we go to a movie and after the movie we go to a place called Maggie Moo's It is a Ice cream place where they mix in what you want in the ice cream on a cold slab by hand.. She has a small and I opt for the LARGE I had ice cream called Better Batter and it tastes like cake batter and I had it mixed with cookie dough and brownie mix.. I was feeling horrible afterwards.. that is all I ate until 9:30 pm.. I was on my way home and saw a Steak N Shake and I looove eating there so I stop in the drive through for a burger and a coke and I end up getting that and a chicken sandwich and not eating the chicken on the sandwich because it didn't taste good but I did eat the bread and then I had some honey mustard pretzels in my car that were my son's and I ate almost a bag of them.. I finally get home and go straight to the bedroom and after giving my son a kiss and a hug and my husband one too. He goes into the living room and after my son falls asleep I go to the bathroom and make myself throw up and now of course I feel better.. but I know I shouldn't ..