ok, yeah, so umm....I wanted to fast to drop into deep ketosis. Instead four o'clock came and I drove to town, got 'groceries' and then procceded to make myself and eat:
an entire package of SF pudding
a HUGE bowl of cottage cheese, PB & SF pudding blended together
a 44 oz. diet pepsi
and 3 containers of SF Jello.
that was the first time I've tried to fast and I've learned my lesson. My body and mind are just not strong enough to do that. What the **** am I doing to myself???? The old me is thinking that she can take over and that just isn't going to happen. I will just have to STEP IT UP with exercise and eating because I AM going to reach 150 and my stubborn big ol fat pig in my head is just going to have to freakin' deal with it!!!!
ok, I realize that I sound like a psycho but I needed to get that all out. So thanks for lovin' the psycho in me
Lace