-knowing for sure what clothes I like to wear, beyond "yay it actually fits!"
-buying cheap clothes, cause plus sizes are expensive >_>
-not feeling like the people around me only tolerate my presence cause they pity me (...that makes sense, right?!)
but,
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This pretty much describes me right now (the first part, at least), and it gives me hope that one day possibly maybe I won't always be such a basket case!Originally Posted by oodlesofnoodles
Freaking EVERYTHING. I'm not kidding. I am a different person now. People that knew me then/now say it all the time. I used to be extremely shy, I had no self esteem, I was a really angry and jealous person, I was too scared to get a job and at my high weight I couldn't even deal with HS anymore sadly. It also is the reason I started experimenting with drinking and other things, and that I started smoking. It also kept me from dealing with my problems, because I swept them under the rug with food. I'm so so so so so so so much happier now, it's unbelievable.
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