I think I had a major breakthrough this morning and wanted to share in case it helps anyone else avoid a binge in a moment of desperation.
I have realized that when I start to think about a certain food, I will become totally engrossed and will let all my thoughts turn to that food. I think about what it tastes like, the texture, the temperature, how it feels when I take that first bite, etc. I then let my emotions take over and that impulsive side tells me "go eat it -you know how good it will taste!" I am totally obsessed and getting my mind back to normal state is nearly impossible.
What I have been able to do lately is a technique I have learned that has really helped me. When my thoughts turn to a particular food, or to the thought of binging, I immediately stop and ask myself why I am thinking about the binge? What emotion am I feeling? What is causing these thoughts? The minute I disassociate myself from the thought of what the food would taste like, and instead focus on what I am feeling and what is causing these thoughts, I am able to get things under control again. Just distracting myself and not letting myself get wrapped up in visualizing the food and imagining the taste seems to get me out of binge mode.
I don't judge myself for having the thoughts; I just accept that the thoughts are there and I explore them. The longer I can distract, the less I feel the urges again.
Maybe this practice can work for you too. Just get your thoughts off the obsessive side and use your mind to ask questions and break the binge thought cycle.


